Friday, December 31, 2010

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

the greatest.

The greatest relationships are the ones you never expected to be in. The ones that swept you off your feet and changed your every view. The ones where you found yourself to be a better person because of who you were when he was around. The ones that made you wake up with a smile on your face no matter how corny it was. The ones that made everything right when it was wrong. The ones that caused you physical pain to leave because leaving meant losing a part of yourself.

The greatest relationships are the ones you’ll always remember not because of their length, but because of who you were with. The ones where the memories make you want to laugh when you’re crying. The ones that make you believe that God exists, because no one else could have created someone so amazing. The ones that cause you to change for the better, even if you don’t realize it. The ones where you know you’re being honest with yourself, so much it hurts.

The greatest relationships are the ones where he called you lame and you just rolled your eyes because you knew he was kidding. The ones where you were comfortable around him because you knew he’d love you no matter what. The ones where love seemed to be the only answer. The ones that made you compromise because it was something you knew you wanted to last. The ones where you accepted what he did because you just wanted to see him happy.

The greatest relationships are the ones that changed your life. The ones that made you rethink your future because you knew it’d be better with him. The ones where you felt like your forever had finally appeared. The ones that made you question the ending. The ones that told you to push through the problems because eventually it would be better again. The ones where you broke your heart and his for his good, even when you couldn’t explain without breaking a rule.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you care more about his happiness then you do about your own. The ones where you do what you do for his future, even if it means wrecking your present. The ones where you tell yourself to walk in the opposite direction, because you know there are just some things you can’t do. The ones when you cry not because it’s over, but because you know you lost not only him, but your best friend too.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll thank him for being a part of your life, no matter how short. The ones where you’ll never forget him because he helped shape your view on love. The ones where you’ll always be there for him, whether or not he’ll accept that. The ones where he put up with your crap when he didn’t have to. The ones where your last tribute to him was doing something he never thought you’d do - and loving it.

The greatest relationships are the ones where you’ll always love him, even when he’s forgotten all about you. The ones where you’re changed forever because of him. The ones that you will always smile about because while they were flawed, they were still amazing. The ones where you fought what you knew was going to happen because you couldn’t quite come to terms with losing him. The ones that remind you love lost is better than never having loved at all.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Friday, December 24, 2010

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

im in KK btw!!! heeeee.

and happy belated birthday to Hanin Rifaiie @ Faaiz Rafiqi (4yrs old dis year) horray!

signage


finally.. sign for perverts! lol!

Saturday, November 27, 2010

La Tahzan.. Allah knows the best..

rabbi yassir wala tu assir ya karim
"biar kita kurang di mata manusia, tapi tinggi di sisi Allah.."

"Bila Allah cepat memakbulkan doamu, bererti Dia menyayangimu. Bila Dia lambat memakbulkan doamu, mungkin Dia sedang mengujimu. Bila Dia tak makbulkan doamu, pasti Dia merancang sesuatu yang lebih baik untukmu."

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

سْــــــــــــــــــمِ ﷲِالرَّحْمَنِالرَّحِيم


لا إله إلا الله‎

had a good dream. mudahan it will happen in the future.

Friday, November 5, 2010

Im tired of being the stronger person..... had enough fake smile.. tired of saying Im okay when Im not..

Thursday, November 4, 2010

La Tahzan.... Allah knows best...

donno what to start...
donno where to start...
donno what to think...
donno where to begin...
cannot think straight..
cannot think anything..
want to cry..
but cannot cry...
cry without any good reason..
La Tahzan.... Allah knows best...

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Sunday, October 31, 2010

credit to Bibut:)


looooookkkk! Bibut helped me stick the awesome tree-birds:)
thanks butbut:D

....and nobody knows....

soooooooooooooo. last night was Super with capital S "homaigad"

alai " banar kahh tuu?? is it for real?? banarr kahh?? OMG OMG OMG"
dyll " banar tu ehh!! OMG OMG OMG. PUSING PUSING!! LAJUUU!! "

and so I Uturn!! omgg. Leen lose control! really ....an unexpected night! 2am!

................yadayadayada, I texted Bibut and he came as fast...No! superduper FAST!

& so....................we stayed up late and fall asleep at sg hanching! what a night! crash + sleepin over at sg hanching? lawl. but...yeah.

okay, I know its like my story like terus terus....cus someone doesn't want to tell me what happened:p

lawl! oh and I buat bread pudding today:D heehe. okie, bye.
slept at 430am and woke up at 8am. well.................I'm thinkin to skip school again trow and go to UBD library instead ..want to buat my assignment:) I HOPE TMRW SIAP! amin amin amin ya rabbal alamin!


Saturday, October 30, 2010

Ya Allah! You are my Lord, there is no god but You.

You created me and I am your servant.

I am on my covenant and promise [of faith and sincere obedience] to You, to the best of my ability.

I seek refuge in You from the evil of what I have done,

I acknowledge to You, Your favours upon me;

and I acknowledge to You all my sins, so please forgive me, for none forgives sins except You.”


Hasbunallahu wa ni’mal wakeel”, “Allah is sufficient for us and He is our Guardian

Friday, October 29, 2010

cinta satu malam

hello! I went out with max-rith! we went a little bit shopping for spaghetti & some other food. then patang, I fetched moonymn at her place.. we went a little window shopping:) and yeaaaarrr thats it! Im bored now & tmrw Im planning not to attend college HEHEHE. sambung cuti saja loh. heiiya & nextweek practical assessment heiiyayaya. wish me luck! &speakin of assessment, My Assignment!!!! due nextweek aswell! I need to get start with it soon! hieyayaya.

hoomaiigaad. I almost forgot role-play assessment! deng it! ok. baaah. behhh. buhhh.

I made chocolate shake with whipped cream :D ................hmm.. allowance.. bila kau kan keluar kan? :( I want to buy Toy Story's stuffs:( okthxbye!:)

Thursday, October 21, 2010




I WANT ALL OF THIS, PLEASE? :(

Wednesday, October 13, 2010


I feel like typing!:P okay, hello world:)

I've been working and studying for the past few months. I love doing it. earning extra cash. heehe. hmm. this month will be a hectic month! well.... after tomorrow I mean. I have lots of assignments, presentations ..not to mention, exam month! I hope everything will go smooth, 'Rabbi Yassir Wala Tu Assir Ya Karim' .. College..Classmates..Tutors.. are all good. Alhamdulilah... I have been mengusuting ever since I entered the college. Now.. all good sudah..


okay, different story! I went out with Moony tadi.. heehe we watched Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak2. hmm was funny lah. but nada si Johan ah! apa! inda siuk! rate: 7.5/10....

MOOONY its your birthday tomorrow:) happy birthday darling.. with love. xxo



i love my girls:) happy birthday moony, with lots of love &huggs. (moony-purple) :)

Thursday, October 7, 2010

feelings.

...............at night when the stars light on my room, I sit by myself......talking to the moon, tryna get to you..in hopes you're on the other side talking to me too... :( Oh Im a fool, who sits alone talking to the moon...

I know you're somewhere out there.......

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...........so why do I disappear when you come near, it makes me feel so small, why do I blow my lines most every time...like I got no chance at all.....

cus I'm no superman, I hope you like me as I am

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...........I need that will release me, keep me honest, keep me happy. I need peace with understanding.. tryin to find soft landing..I need to know when I can change this.. or give it up and just embrace it.. I need to find a way of letting it go when everything falls apart

Friday, September 24, 2010

envious on how you make her feel so special and beautiful everyday.

rabbi yassir wala tu assir ya karim...

Friday, August 20, 2010

218


A foolish man will tell a woman to shut up. A wise man will tell a woman she is beautiful with her lips closed.





have a wonderful weekend everybody :)

happy birthday to bestpreng Izun lavs. Mwahugs!

Sunday, August 15, 2010

selamat berpuasa :D hehe :) lavs. xoxo

Monday, June 28, 2010

Knight & day


salam :)
hooyeaaah, havent update since... whatever. anyway, went to Gadong mall with the girls yesterday and yes we watched Knight&Day! it was awesome man!! two thumbs up? okay laah. since Tom Cruise is dangerously hoooooot! dupdupdup..
okay, cant wait for Eclipse!!!! woots woots.

Sunday, May 30, 2010


is taking a looooong break.
I'll get back to you guys when Im done thinking.
hueeeeeh.. Salam.
Rabbi Yassir Wala tu Assir Ya karim.

Friday, May 28, 2010

reunion PTEM 2010








































" today a new sun rises for me; everything lives, everything is animated, everything seems to speak to me of my passion, everything invites me to cherish it " :)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

its all too much, so get it together... Less Junk, Clearer mind, Better life!







" Oh now we are the world....
Righttt... getting telor.." -moonymn.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

feeeeeeeeeeelings.

I wont tell anybody how you turn my world around,
I wont tell anyone your voice is my favourite sound.

I dont need a parachute, Baby if I got you, youre gonna catch me if I fall.

You are your own worst enemy.. you will never win the fight..
Just hold onto me, I'll hold onto you..
its you and me up against the world

I wont fall out of love,
I'll fall into You.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

patient

" Being Patient is beautiful and it is the hardest thing to do "

life is not suck, You just have to be grateful, everyday :)
wishing doesnt help, try what you are aiming for and be thankful.
everyday is a new day.....clear your mind with a perfect smile =)


Rabbi yassir wala tu assir ya karim

deng.

Love can drive us crazy. I guess I fall in love for some reason. maybe you dont understand now, maybe someday. I just kept on stepping on crazyland. Youre mister almost perfect, maybe someday it will be worth it for me to wait... I can't blame my heart when '' One is very crazy when falling in Love''

never regret. atleast we are trying.
patient, be grateful, appreciate & try.
"you lose one, you gain two"


Rabbi yassir wala tu assir ya karim.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Cougar Town

MY NEW LOVER! HAAA.
meet, Josh Hopkins
mannnnnn. he is really hot!

soo.. ive been watching Cougar Town Season 1 episode 1 until 22. woot woot. You guys should watch it tooooooo! this series is about a recent divorced mom ( Courtney Cox- shes awesome btw.) living with her son.... and the mom is so cool (the mom-friend type) the dad is cool too.. they raise the boy together but in divorcey way. apakan. hahaha well basically it is AWESOME! and bataaaaah ku menunggu si Courtney Cox sama si Josh ani, FINALLYY!!! heh heh. anyway, i recomend you guys to watch it. LOTS OF SARCASM in this series. siuk siuk siuk hehehe :) you guys wont regret downloadin em!

you can download it thru, btjunkie.org :)

Saturday, May 8, 2010

so-called warmhearted

theee hi-lite of taurean is that we are stubborn and revengeful. we sure one of the revenge-type of person! yeeep. i tried my best not to carried away with this desire buuuut. cant help it. revenge is a revenge!

sooo basically, im blogging about this, theres gotta be something behind it... heh heh heh.. :) watch out..... :)

ouuuuh, I can be warmhearted type of person, which I really am. hahahaha. true bah =p

xoxo, till then!

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

is 20 a big deal? 10years lagi 30 wah tu. daaaaayyymn. well, its my birthday. (05/05/10) update later. hueeeeh.
rabbi yassir wala tu assir ya karim

Sunday, May 2, 2010

its been awhile havent upload pictures .. hehehh. so.. here goes.......


leen and I. :)
celebrate suprise birthdaynya di pizza hut gadong!
sabs & I
si sabs kan kawinn!!!!!!
yaaay. cant wait for July :)



Ayen with the Husband.
LASAAGGNNAAAAAA. nyum!


oh, here Bibut & I.
" kesialan telah berlaku " hah hah hah.

here Ayen with Sabs. ~ :)


Leen and I again, i know .. i look stupid. haha. but hey, whatever roights.



lookie! baby jasmine out ..dinner with us! :)
*pinch cheeks nya! grrrregitann!


haha orang kekenyangan sudah.


leen was excited with her suprised birthday cake.
chocolate moose- hoh!


here, bibut macam paloi :D haha.


hahaha leen didnt expect ada birthday cake. when the orang orang pizza guys nyanyi the birthday song, she was standing at the counter. hahaha. bayar bill! cali lah masa cake keluar.. birthday girl arah lain, the urang urang yang sing the birthday song arah table kami. =p


=)


herrreeeeeee baby jasmine lapar sudah! mau eat cake!



LOOK! makan chocolate cake wah baby jasmine! :P
handal sudah si ayen ani, bagi babynya makan chocolate. =p

okie, thats it..
nanti nanti tah lagi ..kalau bosan, i update again :P
happy birthday leens =) xxoo.