why does life has to be so hard?

I wonder why I am struggling right now with life. I am having hard time with everything. I am 20, and I am not seeing anyone either. I have so many ambitions and dreams, but I have done nothing in action. why am I rotting away, as life goes by? why can't I get up and do what it needs to be done? I am the cause of my own suffer (my feeling), I am the solution as well. I am my own worst enemy, and greatest champion. I am going to get there.

rabbi yassir wa'la tu' assir ya karim