HAAAAAAPPPPYYYYYYY BIRRRRTHDAAAAAAY LEEEENS :D

happy birthday niggs, party all night long!

bah enjoy! have a RRRRrrrrreaaal goooood one!

fUCK SEVENTYTHREE, motherFrenchConnection!
im so into you.

why does life has to be so hard?

I wonder why I am struggling right now with life. I am having hard time with everything. I am 20, and I am not seeing anyone either. I have so many ambitions and dreams, but I have done nothing in action. why am I rotting away, as life goes by? why can't I get up and do what it needs to be done? I am the cause of my own suffer (my feeling), I am the solution as well. I am my own worst enemy, and greatest champion. I am going to get there.

rabbi yassir wa'la tu' assir ya karim

i got lot of things in mind. as in alot!
i got interview from tech, alhamdulilah. im so nervous. part of my brain said, yay you got the interview, the other part said, what if you screw your interview?
damn i hate my mind.
i, for being a taurean, man. really. we think alot! crazy youknow.
i have a lot of thing in mind, oh dear god, help me to clear some.
i was thinking to get a job, for side income.. im going to apply it soon :) insyAllah.

leens birthday is coming, cant wait.
my birthday is coming too. canttt waitt. (want wish list? :p )
my aunty wanted me to lose more kgs, and yes,im going to! she said if i lose kgs, shes going to give me $50. *accepted challange :) i know i can do this. (till raya)
i have to lose few kgs before July. - (with tillah , loser will treat watch movie)

ahhhhgodd.. theres more in mind. some i couldn't share. i wish i could type it, but its better left with unspoken.

tawakaltuallaulah.
rabbi yassir wala tu asir ya karim.

je t'aime, another in mind.

How To Be Positive Person, In Under 300 Words

` realised it's possible, instead of telling yourself why you can't.

` become aware of your self-talk.

` squash negative thoughts like a bug.

` replace them with positive thoughts.

` love what you have already.

` be grateful for your life, your gifts, and other people everyday.

` focus on what you have, not on what you haven't.

` dont compare yourself to others.

But be inspired by them.

` accept criticism with grace

but ignore the naysayers

` see bad things as a blessing in disguise

` see failure as a stepping stone to sucess.

` surround yourself by those who are positive.

` complain less, smile more.

` image that you are already positive.

Then become that person in your next act.